HE bother me. ==

salam , =(

jelas menjelaskn ?

"White Flag"

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be.

  

-  hmmm, nmpak lyric UP THERE ? he gave me dat song. hmm. mmg sgt b'mkna. and YES, I GOT WHAT YU TRYING TO TELL ME.
de peson i meant 'HE' here is him. haha. mmg la he = him kn. tp sapa. ta pntgla. biala ati q sak tou. hmmm. duno wat to feel. tp honestly my mind kinnda CONFUSE . such n so much memory. tp ma heart kinnda BROKE in a million pieces. ahaaai. JIWANG ! he was my PAST. but de FUTURE i dunno. wen i heard dat song. mmg sgt2 d fam apa yg mou d smpaikn. HEART pun jd kacau bilau. KENAPA ? ? aku tak tau kenapa ! datz de problem now. =( ok. cukup. nnt lebih luahan masala dunia. cuma terasa mou shre wif som1
tp tato who. so, i shre wif ma 'diary' =)    

i wish i could.

chow. xoxo,

kisah 22/23.04.11 . =)

 assalamualaikum , ehamm. =)

haha . happy birthday to me ! lama ta update kn . huuh. being buzy. (kunukny)

shreing time ! ok ! realy3 HAPPY ! kenapa ? walaupun d hari 'tuak' ku A.K.A time birthday. tadala wat paty besar2ran mcm dlm 'sweet sixteen' tu. TAPI IM DEAD HAPPY !!! no doubt !



april 220411 .

- PAGINY clbrt with famly ! location : RUMAH NENEK. haha. padahal makan2 besa ja. tp best apa ! awl pagi bagun pigi cemetery.
  kenapa ? sebabny my birthday ngam2 GOOD FRIDAY ! jd pigi sana untk melwat my late-grndpa. den , came back home. mamy masak d dapur nenek yg luas e2. hihi. so kumpul2 sana mkn2. ok juak la. getter with famly. tx MAMY.DADY !


- pabila MALAM menjelma. i went out. wif who ? BUBU ! sapa tu ? tapayala tou kn. hihi. simple nyte. wen out dinner. (wlpun ta mkn pada masa e2) slpas e2 pigi round2. buat apa ? suka atyla kmi mou wat pa kn. haha. den just spending tme wif him. HIM ?? yea him.
  tiba masa kembali ke rumah masing2. cheer me up. tx BU !



april 230411 (walaupun lewat sehari)

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- on my birthday ta dpt spend tme wif my SOULSISTA nie. sbb masing2 ada sbb masing2. jd d tunda untuk hari seterusny. bila masa dapat
  m'ezinkan kmi besama , maka kmi pun b'kumpul dan b'cadang untuk b'jmpa. knukny mou clbrt my birthdayla nie. around 2 p.m g2 kmi jumpa d
  perdana. MAKAN2.JALAN2.SHOPING2 . kmi makan d LITTLE TEAPOT .( sala ejaan harap maafla ya ) .sua kenyang. b'uba destinasi. mmg lama sua kmi b'cadang mou SHOPING
  d tempat NIE. tp ta b'kesmpatan sbb slalu rancangan ta m'jadi. tp hari tu jadi . ngam2 kami jln hari SABTU. so ada apa d perdana if sabtu ?
  apa lagi TAMU ! jadi apala ?'MALL BUJET' la critany nie. hahah. kami shoping sana mcm mou ngkat suma. sbbny terlalu MURAH . haha
  (bocor rasia shop B*NDL*). walaupun time tu HUJAN. tp sangup meredah hujan untuk ke sana.


- selepas dari PERDANA. kmi lepak RUMAH ENAI. sbb mou makan KEK. haha. namany pun BIRTHDAY kn. pada mulany dengar c ann sak m'lalak. karaoke knuk.
  wlpn ta OKEY. hihi. dia nyanyi lagu JIWANG2. adehhh. mcm sambut org mati. busan. datang mabuk kami. surula enai pasang lagu DISCO . haha. jd ny
  rumah enai b'tukar jd DISCO ! kmi m'nari mcm orng HIGH.MABUK tp we CLEAN okey. e2 trip2 sak. best gyla babi ! sehingala penat baru brnti mkn kek.
  so faking enjoy !! btl2 happy dapat spen tme wif dorng. sgt rindu gelak ketawa seperti e2.

- selepas dari RUMAH ENAI. balik rumahla . apa lg. tp ANN.KAY ekut blik rumah. teng2 sama met blik uma durang sua. enai ? kemas umanyla. haha!
  sorry nai kotorkn uma mu. tp bkn aq kn. durang tu. hahah. di rumah pla kmi d bilik tgk2 GIFT ! btw, tx av1 4 de gifts ! jam 9 p.m tiba.
  c ann mintak masak INDO MEE (maggie) jd kmi makan magie sambil tgk 'AF' (AKEDEMI FANTASIA) yg ta SIUK e2. tp d tgk juak.
  apa kerja durng tgk 'AF' ? mengutukla ! hahah. tgk 'AF' mcm tgk MAHARAJA LAWAK sua. punya lucu ! tatola apa sak yg lucu untuk kmi.
  enai on fon pun rasa bahang ny. kami sgaja cl dia. spya dia jelous. haha. sbb dy ta dpt juin. hbis 'AF' maka b'akhirla hari yg mnyrunuk kn untuk kmi
  KAY.ANN balik sua. ENJOYABLE DAY !

synopsis for wat i had on my birthday, sound simple. but de memory are PRICELESS !! i had so much fun wif ev1 i LOVE !

special THANKS to mammy.daddy.bubu.soulsista.relative.friends ! yu guys are de BEST ! I LUBYU GUYS SO DAMN MUCH !!!

SOME PHOTOS WE TOOK DURING DAT DAY DAT IL SHARE WIF YU GUYS.

 enjoy . =)) 

 

again ! 

so much memory !

 

tx babe ! no word can xpln ! 

muaxx !!

xoxo,

feeling INSIDE.

   hye guys , im BORED.TENSION.SCARED. but ta plu la cap kn knpa terasa suma tu. eh , nampak pic up there ? yup ! i am SINGULAR. haha. jadi knpala ? msti kamu cap g2 kn. well saja mou KEMPEN. haha. apa lg jualan mura nie ! hahah. *JOKE OKEY* 

   but its true. SINGLE LADY baby ! den , let me tell yu wat de BEST fling wen being single. hmmm, seronok kerana . . .  u can do WHATEVER and ANYTHING u wan w/out thinking about sm1 feling . maklumla lou sua 'bedua' kan. mesti banyak hati dan prasan yg perlu d jaga nie. bukan sbb wen ur dte sm1 u cant feel all dat. TETAPI perasan e2 berbeza. i can't xplan it by word. and duno how to xpres de fling. TAPI bestla . mcm BEBAS ! no HURT.DESPOINTED.SADNESS.

 WEN UR IN LOVE.

   BUT ! got de but. de sad side of being single is wen smetimes u fel wanna share ur fling v sm1 u love. u fel wanna xpres ur love and how.what u do every moment with ur BELOVED . LONELY fling will attack you. but, its okey FRIENDS always beside me ! there r my  SOULSISTA . BABE ! love u all ! =))

    

 ENDLESS relationship ! 

  BUT ! i got a fling ! hihi. its about  'A DUDE n ME ! ' me ? yea, me. can't xplan it for detail. juz read this.

 

yu guys, ta faham ? its owkey. let ma self noe it.

'confuse with ma fling'.

okey ! CUKUP ! 

til den , salam. 

     xoxo.

saat kebosanan melanda diri .

kan bahagia kalau HIDUP ada semua tu. ( i mean that button up there. )

   hi diary ! hmmm , actually dunno what to say nie. but im bored. terasa ingin menekan and menSHARING. lately i've been thingking about ma future and what will happen to me NEXT. huh ! its breathtaking. can i survive ? can i face it ? can i archive it ? can i ? can i ? CAN I ? ? ? well , apa orang cakap NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE . kan ? semua pun mou yg TERBAIK. BUT , LIFE ISN't EASY.

 READ THIS.

 

   touching kan ?

   tetiba plak masuk LOVE STORY kan. haha. bukan , wen i read it terasa touching nie. 2la mou share. its sad , sweet and de same time touching. KAN ? adaka anda rasakan apa yg sy rasa. hihihk. 

saja ja update nie cuz BUSAN . end for now.

 until then , chawW !

TEAMO. =)

Let's talk about something 'BORING' . hihi.

Wondering wat to talk about. hihi. well , IT's <3 STORY.

hmmm. kinda boring to talk about it. tapi mou luakan sak nie. kan MY BLOG IS MA DEAR DIARY. so, layan jala. yu GUYS boring ?? JUZ LEAVE IT.  NO WORRIES.

     ok ! I have been in love. SUATU KETIKA DAHULU LAH  ! den now ?? im SINGLE GOING TO BE DOUBLE ! ? ahaaa ! really ? dunno ! hihik. long relationship akan mengajar kita bayak pekara sebenarny. ada pengalamanla critany KONONNY nie. hehe. ehm3 . knuk sak nie. PAST IS PAST.  ta plu la cap kn. TAPI wat i av learn is 'im NICE , until you gave me a reason not to be' . ta faham ? FAHAMKAN !

     its nice to have some1 in ur life dat we can share our TEARS & JOY . but to find its not easy. kalau petik jari boleh dapat. serta merta sy buat. hihi. mimpila kn.

       

GUYS , read this !

  

    

    ok , simple . if any1 would ask me ' who do you want to be with ? '  simple pimple il say ' som1 who will never leave me , no metter how HARD it is to be with me and willing to accept me AS ME MY SELF AND I '.  FULLSTOP.

guys , GET IT ? !

    NEXT TIME always come. so , c yaa !

with love, 

xoxo .

luahan hati ku. =P

MORNING ! hihi. tada apa mou buat nie. so apa kata maen taip2. =P . seperti pagi yang sebelumny BANGUN , MAKAN , den  TIDUR . tengok , betapa bosany HIDUP q. huhuh. badan pun sua bertambah 'COMEL' . 

     OK ! ada luahan nie. hmmmm , SERIOUS ! takut gyla bot my RESULT nie. punya gyla ! (ta perlula tny rslt apa) jantung hari2 mou tecabut pikir sal e2 sak. huhuhu ! TAPIkn mcm org cakap mou MENYSAL pun ta guna sua. IT'z TO LATE ! ! yea , mmg tou. TAPI sgt2 bedoa nie. LULUS n dpt smbng stdy pun SYKUR teramat sgt sua. huh. AMIN ! so skrg critany membilang hari kematian la nie. huhu. kita WAIT n SEE sak la. hope everthing ganna be FINE. =)


      ADA LAGI MASALAH ! PLKN ! ! stand for PROGRAM LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA ! yg serious sy SUMPAH tamo msuk ! huhu. tapi hidup ini sgt betua kerana bepeluang AND terpili untuk program tesebut. huh, sgt ta dpt bygkan dlm sana amcm nnt. WELL , 1st suma org tau yg my skin mmg sua 'PUTIH' A.K.A HITAM ! jadi if masuk sana , BAYANGKANLA ! ! ampun ! huhu. but what can i do , i'av to face it. pangilan petama sua mou habis NAPALA ta kena yg 1st ! ey. tapala , laluiny dgn TABAH. chehhh. hikhik.

      ITULAH benda yg il think everyday setiap kali buka mata hari2. benda yang merisaukn pada masa ini DALAM HIDUP KU. ta perna rasa risau sebegini rupa. sangat ta tipu. huhu. then , il continue  latter. CHAWw !

              

saya ingin BECERITA. jikalau bosan ta perlu BACA. =)

hi THERE. awalany mou bagitou nie megapa boleh tefikir untuk wat BLOG. ok , story begin lyke dis , timbula KEBOSANAN melanda diri pada suatu malam. ingin pejamkn mata . huhuh , tak dapat. so , ONLINE pun bosan sua nie. den tangan gatal tekan sana tekan sini . TIBA2 . . . TRRrAAAaa !! terhasila BLOG enie. mmg SANGAT2 tidak merancang untuk buat BLOG. SUMPAH ! ! hehe.

   2ndly , hmmm. akibat tiada keja and NOTHING to do for de time being enie myb can HELP me to reduce my 'BORINGness' . SUMPAH ! saya tersangatla BOSAN !  =( 

   3rdly , i felt banyak benda yang TERBUKU dalam hati yg tatou mou LUAHKAN dengan sapa nie. SO , dengan adany BLOG nie mgkn boleh membntu meringankn HATI dan JANTUNG ku. MAYBE . . .

    FINALLY , saya pn baru bejinak2 taik kucing 4 all this kan. SO , BLOG pun masi JILEK and tada yang menarik nie. but , i refer this as my DIARY . 'dear diary '  . il SHARE or POST watever i lyke . SO , NO JUDGES ALLOWED ! ! GET IT ?! den , THANK YOU.  =)

xoxo,